Sunday, January 22, 2012
I shouldnt of.
I know i shouldnt of went to your tumblr and watch those videos you reblogged. It's making me think and wonder. I know i hurt you, but just thinking of what you think behind my back kills me like a mother fucker. Like true, your not going to text or call me anymore, because of what had happend. ehhh whatever.... I've moved on once, why can't i do it again right? This is pathetic
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Happy 18th Birthday Mr Truong =D
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TRUONG =D
hahaha lol well this photo was obviously taken on Truongs Birthday :)
I did not really intend to chill with him on his birthday, but guess what, we did :)
I actually enjoyed every bit of seeing you smile in person :) It makes me feel all djfnsdjfsdnh haha no explanation? yeah! You finally met one of my bestfriends on your birthday :) Hanah :) LOL... like when she snuck up to you and said 'wow you actually do look like Tae Yang' haha lol nah... i was getting all friget again towards you >< To think i wanted to follow Hanah everywhere >< LOL but yeah thank goodness that you wanted to buy smokes and such... actually chilling with you was well... it made me happy :)
I can still remember the first thing you told me to do...
"Regie feel my hand... it feels like a babys bum because while i was waiting for you, this lady was making me try on lotions" OMGGG gayy so cute but ^^
Walking around... Flirting and shie... hahah sorry but thats how i am ^^ LOL
So we were making our way to the top level to buy smokes...
The indian guy was so kind to us... well he wasnt rude. He just asked for ID... I was like 'shit truong, your only 17....' hahah and then i was like oh wait... it's your birthday now hhaha, then he forgot his ID... he didnt have any in his wallet.... so his like 'Fuck it, Fuck you' Then he just stormed off out of the shop T_T" i was like omg truong wdf... your so rude... so i just bought the smokes for him.... Then he payed me back in two doller coins hahaha... Then his like, you forgot to buy me a lighter .. im like T_T" haahah so i went back to buy him a lighter... he was full spesific and shit.. "A blue bic one" like omg hahaha
But yeah we walked around some more, just talking and such... hthehehhe till we made or way down stairs , he dropped me off to work... but we were like what half an hour early? i told him i was going to go to work like... half an hour early cos i didnt want to be stressed and such ahha... But i ended up going to work like 10 mins late T_T" fail! hahaha
Nah but we had those talks, our special dnm's we always have (used to anyways) at the food court... He asked if he could have my tumblr to see the post i post and such, he says its unfair that i can see his, he cant see mine. LOL... but yeah i ended up making him read the "Dear your future girlfriend " post... he couldnt help but smile infront of me, he was like i observed him like so well while we were ish close, that its kinda freaky? hahaha stuff you!! But yeah, he takes forever to read one friggen post... but apparently his a slow reader... blehh ur gay and a homosexual :) ahha
So we went out for him to smoke.. he went away from me cos he promised he would never smoke around me. He is the cutest. He makes me want him more! lololol
Monday, January 9, 2012
Dearest Truong
Welcome :)
I know it’s unfair that i can stalk your tumblr, and you can’t stalk mine…. So here goes?! I’m finally following you?! Happy. I don’t know what difference it’s going to make, when it’s clearly going to hurt the both of us, since you did say you want to check my tumblr out so you can check out the memories we both had in the past. Like as much as i want to leave, i can’t . You’ve given me a pretty damn good reason to stay. You are somewhat one of the most inspiring people i’ve met. I thought you working 24/7 was just you being greedy, but the moment you told me your real reason, why would i give up on someone who is so kind hearted?
Having two young siblings who currently still are in school, who are on the verge of going out all the time, need that social money.
Your mum being a house wife, needing to go grocery shopping to feed you and your family, due to your father being a heavy gambler
You giving your brother transport money in order for him not to get caught jumping trains and getting more fines, leading you guys more financially poor.
Wanting to work so hard for a car or a moterbike in order to avoid taking public transport since you hate it.
I’m suprised that, even though im 19, i don’t look beyond into life as much as you do. I really wish i was as mature as you.
But at the same time, Family is a big impact for both of us. both your brother and sister are almost at the age of going out every weekend, and putting them first… you don’t want them feeling all left out. You want them to have the best possible childhood as much as possible. I told you this several of times and i’ll tell you again, YOU ARE THE CUTEST!
I love how even though you show me your closest to your sister, you care for your brother as much, like no homo or whatever, but the thought of giving your brother a little bit extra cash so he wouldnt shoftlift or jump trains… Most importantly the thought of bringing your neice here to Australia, i don’t know truong, it’s the most sweetest thing anyone could think of… her parents being all whacked in the head and such, i belive you will be a great uncle :) Someone who she can be proud of in the future and say, Yeps My Future is like the best right now cos of uncle Truong :) I’m terribly sorry for putting you through all these misery, thinking i was full the one and such… I’m sorry but hey, we know our differences now :) Hi Bestfriend :)
I also remember the times when we would talk, you thought i wasnt proud of you? Truong really? really? I may not show you i’m proud of you, but the amount of times you have made me smile and happy and think all positive and optimistic, something i am proud about… The thought of you working so hard to reach a certain goal, i am proud of you.
The stories i’ve told you about my past experiences, you’ve proven to me that, you wont hurt me… People do get angry at times, i must admit, i’ve never really met anyone who gets so angry so easily….. But at the same time i understand where u come from. You truely are an inspiration…. It’s weird how if one of us is sad, the other is there to think optimistic and positive.. Vise versa… Therefore, the reason why i’m still here is cos, i’ve never really had anyone who heard me out without judging and leave me cos of what ive witnessed in the past. With all the shit you’ve been through, you’ve managed to overcome each and everyone one of it… I’m proud of you Truong :) I wish i could still call you my bubba and Plop head but you told me to only choose one nick name for you… Let me think about it :P
Cheers Friend <3
I know it’s unfair that i can stalk your tumblr, and you can’t stalk mine…. So here goes?! I’m finally following you?! Happy. I don’t know what difference it’s going to make, when it’s clearly going to hurt the both of us, since you did say you want to check my tumblr out so you can check out the memories we both had in the past. Like as much as i want to leave, i can’t . You’ve given me a pretty damn good reason to stay. You are somewhat one of the most inspiring people i’ve met. I thought you working 24/7 was just you being greedy, but the moment you told me your real reason, why would i give up on someone who is so kind hearted?
Having two young siblings who currently still are in school, who are on the verge of going out all the time, need that social money.
Your mum being a house wife, needing to go grocery shopping to feed you and your family, due to your father being a heavy gambler
You giving your brother transport money in order for him not to get caught jumping trains and getting more fines, leading you guys more financially poor.
Wanting to work so hard for a car or a moterbike in order to avoid taking public transport since you hate it.
I’m suprised that, even though im 19, i don’t look beyond into life as much as you do. I really wish i was as mature as you.
But at the same time, Family is a big impact for both of us. both your brother and sister are almost at the age of going out every weekend, and putting them first… you don’t want them feeling all left out. You want them to have the best possible childhood as much as possible. I told you this several of times and i’ll tell you again, YOU ARE THE CUTEST!
I love how even though you show me your closest to your sister, you care for your brother as much, like no homo or whatever, but the thought of giving your brother a little bit extra cash so he wouldnt shoftlift or jump trains… Most importantly the thought of bringing your neice here to Australia, i don’t know truong, it’s the most sweetest thing anyone could think of… her parents being all whacked in the head and such, i belive you will be a great uncle :) Someone who she can be proud of in the future and say, Yeps My Future is like the best right now cos of uncle Truong :) I’m terribly sorry for putting you through all these misery, thinking i was full the one and such… I’m sorry but hey, we know our differences now :) Hi Bestfriend :)
I also remember the times when we would talk, you thought i wasnt proud of you? Truong really? really? I may not show you i’m proud of you, but the amount of times you have made me smile and happy and think all positive and optimistic, something i am proud about… The thought of you working so hard to reach a certain goal, i am proud of you.
The stories i’ve told you about my past experiences, you’ve proven to me that, you wont hurt me… People do get angry at times, i must admit, i’ve never really met anyone who gets so angry so easily….. But at the same time i understand where u come from. You truely are an inspiration…. It’s weird how if one of us is sad, the other is there to think optimistic and positive.. Vise versa… Therefore, the reason why i’m still here is cos, i’ve never really had anyone who heard me out without judging and leave me cos of what ive witnessed in the past. With all the shit you’ve been through, you’ve managed to overcome each and everyone one of it… I’m proud of you Truong :) I wish i could still call you my bubba and Plop head but you told me to only choose one nick name for you… Let me think about it :P
Cheers Friend <3
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Sigh i know i deserve someone so much better, but the thought of hurting you, and you thinking of giving me a second change, means so much to me. I also feel like i don't need to talk to you anymore. Just the thought of me being paranoid of being being hit by you little tb slutty friends, yes now i know exactly know where you came from when you say that people have your backs when tables turn, but think about how immature they fucken are before you go trusting them because you broke up with your girlfriend... Let me guess, there there for you bla bla bla... No fag, you know the truth... You know once you do one thing bad to them, it will go down hill.... Your area is whacked... and you say fillo girls from blacktown are whacked... look at them fucken immature pricks.... I hope your little sister doesnt turn out like them... Cos thats embarrassing
Turned Tables
Firstly i want to say, i'm sorry for doing this behind your back. But now the truth is out, do you know where i'm actually coming from? I know you want to do all you can in order to get my back for hurting you, but... I don't deserve it... As much as you don't want to tell me this, i know you miss me. Because you know exactly how i feel when we ever do fight. I know its official now, but hey Thanks for hearing me out instead of just assuming everything i did was stupid. This is why i liked you like ALOT. You know what sucks? I can't even talk to your sister anymore. As much as i want to, as much as we both got close, i just can't :( She was like my second bestfriend... But i can't talk to her anymore. She meant alot to me, she really did. She actually made me feel like i was welcomed to your family, by saying how she wants a sister like me.
I read your post on tumblr, how did i know that was to me?! It was obvious ! But honestly it's up to you... to talk to me or not... Honestly, i don't mind, but we are both from different areas. Your right, we wont get along since im full innocent and shie. eh whatever, i'll still be here for you.
I read your post on tumblr, how did i know that was to me?! It was obvious ! But honestly it's up to you... to talk to me or not... Honestly, i don't mind, but we are both from different areas. Your right, we wont get along since im full innocent and shie. eh whatever, i'll still be here for you.
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