I shouldnt of.

I know i shouldnt of went to your tumblr and watch those videos you reblogged. It's making me think and wonder. I know i hurt you, but just thinking of what you think behind my back kills me like a mother fucker. Like true, your not going to text or call me anymore, because of what had happend. ehhh whatever.... I've moved on once, why can't i do it again right? This is pathetic