Monday, January 9, 2012

Dearest Truong

Welcome :)
I know it’s unfair that i can stalk your tumblr, and you can’t stalk mine…. So here goes?! I’m finally following you?! Happy. I don’t know what difference it’s going to make, when it’s clearly going to hurt the both of us, since you did say you want to check my tumblr out so you can check out the memories we both had in the past. Like as much as i want to leave, i can’t . You’ve given me a pretty damn good reason to stay. You are somewhat one of the most inspiring people i’ve met. I thought you working 24/7 was just you being greedy, but the moment you told me your real reason, why would i give up on someone who is so kind hearted?
Having two young siblings who currently still are in school, who are on the verge of going out all the time, need that social money.
Your mum being a house wife, needing to go grocery shopping to feed you and your family, due to your father being a heavy gambler
You giving your brother transport money in order for him not to get caught jumping trains and getting more fines, leading you guys more financially poor.
Wanting to work so hard for a car or a moterbike in order to avoid taking public transport since you hate it.
I’m suprised that, even though im 19, i don’t look beyond into life as much as you do. I really wish i was as mature as you.
But at the same time, Family is a big impact for both of us. both your brother and sister are almost at the age of going out every weekend, and putting them first… you don’t want them feeling all left out. You want them to have the best possible childhood as much as possible. I told you this several of times and i’ll tell you again, YOU ARE THE CUTEST!
I love how even though you show me your closest to your sister, you care for your brother as much, like no homo or whatever, but the thought of giving your brother a little bit extra cash so he wouldnt shoftlift or jump trains… Most importantly the thought of bringing your neice here to Australia, i don’t know truong, it’s the most sweetest thing anyone could think of… her parents being all whacked in the head and such, i belive you will be a great uncle :) Someone who she can be proud of in the future and say, Yeps My Future is like the best right now cos of uncle Truong :) I’m terribly sorry for putting you through all these misery, thinking i was full the one and such… I’m sorry but hey, we know our differences now :) Hi Bestfriend :)
I also remember the times when we would talk, you thought i wasnt proud of you? Truong really? really? I may not show you i’m proud of you, but the amount of times you have made me smile and happy and think all positive and optimistic, something i am proud about… The thought of you working so hard to reach a certain goal, i am proud of you.
The stories i’ve told you about my past experiences, you’ve proven to me that, you wont hurt me… People do get angry at times, i must admit, i’ve never really met anyone who gets so angry so easily….. But at the same time i understand where u come from. You truely are an inspiration…. It’s weird how if one of us is sad, the other is there to think optimistic and positive.. Vise versa… Therefore, the reason why i’m still here is cos, i’ve never really had anyone who heard me out without judging and leave me cos of what ive witnessed in the past. With all the shit you’ve been through, you’ve managed to overcome each and everyone one of it… I’m proud of you Truong :) I wish i could still call you my bubba and Plop head but you told me to only choose one nick name for you… Let me think about it :P

Cheers Friend <3

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